There is a BIG difference between a card reader and an intuitive person. Tarot, runes, angel cards performed on Youtube are general readings. A true professional knows when someone is just reading what is from the book and mere memorization of the meanings of each card and someone picking up on the energies surrounding the cards and the person seeking guidance.
Each person is an individual with there own problems. joys, and sorrows. Not every Leo is experiencing the same life experiences as all Leo's. Not all Taurus's are living what another Taurus is living at the exact same time. My God use common sense!
The videos on Youtube are to open your mind to what a reading can do for you. What to expect during a sitting.
Don't get caught up on the Youtube readings. If you listen to too many you can come out more confused than when you started. I believe most people already know the answers to what they should be doing with their life, they just don't want to make a choice. You know if someone cares for you by their actions. If they want someone other than you, believe me when I say they won't put much effort in to your relationship. They will be too focused on the one they would like to get to know. I find most people don't want to be alone...well, guess what... that means you don't like your own company. And if you are bored all the time, again that is on you. What you are saying is you bore yourself. People don't like to make a commitment when they believe they grass is greener on the other side of the fence syndrome - "Oh, but what if something better comes along????"
If you want to really know someone, try being friends first before getting to know their body parts. If it was that easy for you to see their privates, it was that easy for everyone before you. Hang out, talk, do things you both like to do, and if you gel, then you have "a loving relationship".
If you really want to know what's what with your situation I recommend you do your homework and discover a reputable intuitive who can interpret messages sent straight from Spirit. They are the people who don't ask you to sell the farm for their knowledge.
Have a great day!