In the long run, slow and steady wins the race. Define what you want - find your center. Don't compare new people or ventures to the old experience. That cycle is done - whatever happened, happened. Hopefully you learned something. Every person or venture is unique - none like another. It is okay to dream a dream, anticipation, try to harm none, be fair. Friends first, create better bonds anyway. Time removes the veil and will show you what you are really getting. The experience will work out no matter in your favor. You are the only person who can decide what you want and don't want in your life. Step out of your comfort zone!
Headin' to my chamber. Eyes closed, with your head on your pillow may you realize love sprinkles down on you as you rest, and when you wake - may you have a fabulous day :)